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Monday, July 7, 2014 ▪ 9:13 PM


[1/3] In my dreams, I see where I want my life to be. Scaling the heights and yet feeling carefree. I know in reality the 2 cannot coexist  together. I'm afraid to face the future and so I kept telling myself "Just sleep all day, sleep every day."

This will be a 3 part series of my #levitation dream. Hope you guys enjoy it! 😊 part 2 tomorrow! 





▪ 9:05 PM


[1/3] In my dreams, I see where I want my life to be. Scaling the heights and yet feeling carefree. I know in reality the 2 cannot coexist  together. I'm afraid to face the future and so I kept telling myself "Just sleep all day, sleep every day."

This will be a 3 part series of my #levitation dream. Anyway, I took 5 days off from work so I can go for an orientation camp and I wasn't "selected" and they didn't inform me about it! I have to check their Facebook page to know I'm not going to the camp😑😡😤 so I decided to make my time useful by conceptualising, taking and editing these photos. Hope you guys enjoy it! 😊 part 2 tomorrow! 



He is with me
▪ 10:33 AM



 
So right now I'm on my bed lepaking... Damn shiok. And I just thought about what happened in yesterday's service. 

We were celebrating youth day yesterday and there was this segment where all the youths were supposed to go to the front. WAH and surpringsly, there were so many youths in our church but it was a pretty good sight to see all of us singing - "Lord I offer my life to you" And when Pastor Andrew's wife was praying for us, pastor Andrew prayed for me... I can't really remember what exactly he pray but if I remember it is, do not be afraid and be courageous in studies, work. And I thought it was a spot on! 

Starting school in a month's time and  terribly afraid but yesterday God has jut given me another subtle confirmation that He is with me where I go. I couldn't be more thankful ❤️



Tonight my nightmares are haunting me
Sunday, July 6, 2014 ▪ 1:26 AM


Tonight reminded why I've always wanted to leave. To go overseas and have freedom. You are too ridiculous, your tone when you spoke to me tonight is just horrible. You don't have to speak to me in this tone. I hate it. You made me cry on my way back, cry in the toilet for a good 30 minutes. Basically, you make me feel that I'm not good enough. 

During all the crying and my own self inflicted pain to myself, I kept saying out "I hate myself, I hate myself." And then I Just keep hiting and pinching myself so hard. I've not been doing this for a long time. Tonight you reminded me of this pain and this anger that I thought I've fotgotten. While I was crying, I was being attacked mentally hearing voices such as "you are ugly, damn ugly. You will always be alone. No one cares" and  this just goes on and on. I need to psycho myself
To calm down Calm down calm down... Calm down

Most importantly, you reminded me why I've always wanted to leave this place. I can't wait to stay in hall. I can't wait. 





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