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Swee Choon
Wednesday, June 26, 2013 ▪ 10:39 AM

Had Swee Choon Dim Sum with my best friend and boss few weeks back! That's the day I got my PAYDAY! WOOOHOOO~~~~ 

Round 1 of goodness :) 

Tofu with pork floss. nomz! 

This is damn good too! there's banana inside it! 

Finally, tried custard bun in my life and is not my thing. 

One dish that i would choose again would be the long bean! That's the yummiest of all but i forgot to take a picture! 

till then :) 

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Sunday, June 23, 2013 ▪ 11:25 PM

On our way to church today, my parents were talking about how they need to pay the first instalment of our penthouse in Punggol soon. My mum was telling my bro and I then when we start working, we need to give them 10% of our salary. yes yes mum, I know it. I really do. LOL.

So being the cheeky sister I am, I went to tell my younger sister who is 11 this year and said "For example, next time you earn $500, you must give $50 to God, $50 to mummy, $50 to daddy, $50 to gor gor and $50 to me." After hearing that, she was quite taken aback. lol and began to argue with me how I don't deserve her 10%. LOL. Just so happened she opened her bag and I was like
"Look at your bible, who bought this for you? Look at your wallet, i bought this too. The headphones... I was supposed to have it and I gave it to you!!! I am so selfless!"

haha, we have a good laugh in the car. 


Set a Fire
Saturday, June 22, 2013 ▪ 11:46 PM

Tuesday, June 4, 2013 ▪ 12:13 AM

God I look to You

I won't be overwhelmed
Give me vision to see things like You do
God I look to You
You're where my help comes from
Give me wisdom, You know just what to do

And I will love You Lord my strength
And I will love you Lord my shield
And I will love You Lord my rock
Forever all my days I will love you God

Hallelujah our God reigns
Hallelujah our God reigns
Hallelujah our God reigns
Forever all my days Hallelujah

It pains me to see people going through such a dry period or worse still, knowing that it's dry and I can't do anything to help. Dear Lord, open my eyes and give me vision to see things like you do. My heart's desire for the longest time is to serve you but because of my commitments on Saturday I am really at a lost. I promise after my last competition in July, I will give up shooting and just serve you wholeheartedly before I leave for Shanghai. During this time, please prepare, mould and guide me to the woman you have called me to be. A bright shining light for you and most importantly, a good testimony to my friends.  


It was never really about them
Monday, June 3, 2013 ▪ 2:59 AM

Song of the night. 

It's 2:09am now and I hope to pen down the sweet revelation that God has gave me. 

Two months being in the wilderness was a terrifying one and I questioned how did I fall so deep? I thought about it and it was really the accumulated disappointments in my christian walk. There was a period I loved God so much (I still love him ah! hahah) that i told myself that I really want to be christlike etc. I want to help the lost find His perfect love again. 

In the beginning of this year, God gave me a few names to pray for, to be a true friend to them, to guide them through difficult times. I tried to ask them out and most of the time, they rejected. not once, not twice. It got to a point where I can't count the number of times I was rejected and the shame of rejection is really painful. I just felt so small and so lost.

 This was the beginning of my dry season this year. I walked further away from God and I sinned deeper (more about them next time if I overcome it)  . I felt agitated and angry most of the time, even with the slightest issue. Vulgarities started to spurt out again like never before. Before I knew it, I kept saying "fuck lah" when things are not going my way. One good example,- I was walking to the bus stop and my bus drove right in front of my face and the first thing I muttered in frustration was "WAHLAU FUCK LAH". 

Most of the time we think that it is okay to sin because we are alone. However, it does matter even if we are alone because God is EVERYWHERE! We always think that when we can't see God , He is not there. 

Okay back to story. 

So I was telling one of my leader how disappointed and dejected I was trying to do the will of God and he said "As a leader, there will be many disappointments. Just be faithful to him. Because God sees the things you are doing" I mean it sounds good but I did not understand what he truly meant until I watched Joyce Meyer's Video Podcast yesterday and oh shakababa, the revelation was indeed sweet. 

Joyce Meyer said was "Do not let their misery make you miserable", when she preached that I went whatintheworld? how could she said that? I thought as a christian we need to edify and build people up together. we are a family and we should help one another! Then she continued explaining what it meant and here's my interpretation on the statement. 
We shouldn't be co-dependant on people. We shouldn't let their behaviour or attitude affect our feelings because in the first i place I wasn't accounting to them. I was accounting to God. And even though their rejection makes me feel sad, I know that God is happy with whatever effort I am putting in and that is all that matters.

Well, how true right? When i heard and interpreted that, everything just looks right and I realised how narrow minded I was to not look things in a bigger picture. That's right, it was never them, IT WAS ABOUT GOD. 

So dear friends, if you are struggling to keep your cellgroup strong or to bring people back to God there will definitely be constant setback, dejections and disappointments but that shouldn't stop us from doing the will of God because in the first place, it was never really about them, it was all about  God.

Romans 8:18-20
18 I consider that our present sufferings are not worth comparing with the glory that will be revealed in us. 19 For the creation waits in eager expectation for the children of God to be revealed. 20 For the creation was subjected to frustration, not by its own choice, but by the will of the one who subjected it, in hope 21 that[a] the creation itself will be liberated from its bondage to decay and brought into the freedom and glory of the children of God.


 Photos of May: 

Raj's graduation *\O/* 

 Sundown Marathon 2013
I was really happy that I've successfully psychoed my bro to join us! heehee


Had $50 capitamall voucher and a great way to spend it was definitely through fellowship with part of my cell! :)


till then and be blessed! 

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