I hope 5 years down the road this will be the avenue I will look back on.
Advertising and Public Relations,
Ngee Ann Polytechnic
CreditsLayout made by Kari :).
Tuesday, May 28, 2013 ▪ 4:59 PM
I was within and without, simultaneously enchanted and repelled by the inexhaustible variety of life.
Friday, May 24, 2013 ▪ 11:27 AM
So most probably I will be going for internship overseas and i think I've made a right decision by applying. There's so many disappointments in Singapore that I constantly face and I don't know if I can take it anymore.
To go to shanghai in probably 3/4 more months will definitely be rewarding because I can finally live life to the fullest. I can't wait.
Sunday, May 12, 2013 ▪ 2:10 AM
En en's 9th Birthday
On our way up to 50th storey! quite amazing for a HDB flat ah :) However, I feel that the place has not been properly well maintained.
Top of the world.
HAHAHA. sorry, I just have to.
The view at night was phenomenal! You can really view the whole Singapore from there!
We used to meet up more often when my grandma was around and now when gatherings are scarce, I really treasure the family gathering more.
NP 50th :)
I was really fortunate enough to be nominated by my Club advisor, Miss June to ask me to attend NP 50TH dinner. The security was so tight at the convention centre that night! There are metal detectors, Baggage Scanning Machines and that's because the Guest of Honour was PM Lee! I felt that it was in the airport. lol. and this has to be the first time I saw him with my own eyes! Our tables were quite near each other. heehee.
That's PM Lee taking photo with the NRA Dancer! That was really nice of him to initiated a photo taking with them :)
The people whom I sat with that night and we don't know each other prior to that. That dinner really tested my PR skills. LOL
The dress I wore for that night. It looks really good but OH BOY, I WAS SUFFOCATING THROUGH OUT!
That's about it I guess!
Just like that, we are entering into the fifth month of 2013. The Spiritual and Personal goals I set for 2013 aren't really productive thus far. I started well but somehow the motivation, the guilt just weighed me down, not allowing me to progress any further. Not really excelling in any areas of my life now because I am really distracted every night. Trust me folks, I really want to live my life to the fullest but I just..... can't.
Just like that, it's a month since my holiday ended and I am really trying my best to juggle everything I have on my plate - School work, Archery, Designing work, Intimacy with God, School friends, family and church friends. I can't seem to do it right. It feels as if I fulfilled one party's wishes and yet disappointing many in return. I am in such a terrible and miserable stage now.
First May. First May. First May. It was my best friend's birthday and yet, i couldn't celebrate with her. My churchmate was hospitalised that day and I can't visit him too.
The reason? I had a project meeting and my cousin's birthday celebration was that day! sometimes i wish there's more than 24 hours a day.
This struggle I am facing every day. I used to have a confidante to talk to but she alone has her own personal problems too. I wish to talk to someone but I can't seem to find anyone. Do I really have to go through this alone? Where are you my friends when I need you? The world doesn't know how alone I feel most of the times.
It's 2.08 am and the caffeine is finally kicking in.
Thursday, May 2, 2013 ▪ 11:17 PM
Can't believe I am back in Singapore for a month now and days like these i do think back about the mission trip in iloilo. God moved so mightily in there and i just love to be in His presence. When His weight of his glory fall it is just so amazinggggg.
I am really thankful that I have this opportunity to go with my cell members :)
The week when I was back in SG,
Ive completed my Back To Jesus module 4 #finally :)
Archery Fun Shoot.