I hope 5 years down the road this will be the avenue I will look back on.
Advertising and Public Relations,
Ngee Ann Polytechnic
CreditsLayout made by Kari :).
Sunday, April 24, 2011 ▪ 8:48 PM
I always promise you that I will stay faithful by telling you my deepest darkest secrets, spend more time with you, trust that you will help me in my lowest point in life and etc but after a week or so, I would always ignore you, distancing myself away from you (because im busy-self proclaimed) and then I really feel bad. And when I apologize for ignoring you, you would just forgive me instantly and not be mad at me anymore. You always tell me ‘lets forget about the past and start all over again’ every time I hear your still small voice, I feel empowered and believe that this time I will be different and I will change for the better so that I won’t break your heart again. But guess what? The same cycle repeats itself. I spend quality time with you for 1 or 2 weeks > I start ignoring you all over again> apologise for my mistakes> Cycle repeats itself again. Im so tired of breaking your heart. Don’t you feel tired of me hurting you time and again?
I feel that I’m a really horrible person, a hypocrite for doing all these nasty things to you. I will always cry in the middle of the night, feeling so guilty and horrible thinking…. ‘Why would you forgive me time and again? Why aren’t you angry with me? Why would you love such a horrible person?’ I want to break free from all those sleepless night I ’m having, the guilt im feeling, the disappointments im facing. I want to soar high with you. I don’t know when we will, but I promise one day we shall fly high together and see the world.
The Editing Process
First I combined the first two layers together. (i did layering in photoshop)
Then i edited the brightness and contrast
Then I added in the birds brushes and the end product :)
Friday, April 22, 2011 ▪ 12:12 AM
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